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Saturday, May 31, 2008

back from a horribly EXPENSIVE & BORING & TIRING CAMP!!!!!!!BAND SUCKS LUH,even the most fun thing that happens,which is normally the camp,is so boring.Combine everyday,cancelled our games(DAMN)1st day,walked to school with an extremely heavy bag,and sleeping bag as well as my own bag.Then it was a freaking hot and sunny day,and i was kindof dragging my bag to school,and by the time i reached school,i was sweating,but not much,don't know why.When i reached band room,the sec 1s were having theory,so not time to fall in yet,cuz it was only 1 plus,and fall in was at 2.30,or somewhere there.Then i just sat inside band room,before going to canteen with sisui for his lunch( cuz i had my lunch at home)Then chatted with sandy ,xueying,kiat hui& obviously sisui,before yanyi and alvin came over,cuz alvin wanted to comment on some stuffs:DDDD Then,finally fall in,but was at the field,so lots of bugs were around and yanyi was funny,cuz while 'in squad',some spider or something keep going onto her leg,then she went "stomp,stomp,stomp" non stop,till the insect was gone,just like how alvin did the"smack smack smack " thing to that wasp that day,so both of them are very compatible,one goes stomp,one goes smack:DDDThen after that,prepared for a super boring combine.From 3 to 6?Can't remember what we played,but the only thing i'm confirmed is that it was boring and horrendous:PThen after combine was supposed to be drilling,but mr wong dragged on for combine,which was expected,so we didnt drill,and directly went to bathe and had dinner,brass eat 1st,and bathe after woodwinds are done. Then dinner was some beehoon thing,and guess how much it cost,$5!!!!!Like that's damn ex.We didnt have to pay there cuz we already paid $10 for 2 meals,and hq still told me pay 10 for 2 dinners and 1 breakfast,but in the end we still had to buy stuff to make breakfast for sec 4s,so we had to pay more than $10,which totally sucked.Then ,went for combine,again,from 7 to 11 plus 12.That sucked luh,cuz in the afternoon already cancelled our games for the damn combine,then at night combine again,worse thing,mr wong wasnt even around in the night.So practiced singing,and latin faves,venus,starship & the way we were(sucks the most)But good thing was no one caught me for wearing slippers,though there were few others who wore,but most didnt dare to wear for fear of getting caught.Then after that,went to bed,haha.Not really luh,but went to brush up and prepare for bed(though there wasnt any bed around)Then played cards,then i planned a mini night walk which was just walking round the school,and we took a very very long time to get even no. cuz we were superstitous(i spelled wrongly)and thought that odd no. wasnt gonna be good,so went in pairs,haha.Then nothing much,cuz everyone was very scared of walking behind the buildings,so just walked on the road,which was quite boring as there were lights and therefore no where was too dark,except maybe the lake.And then,we finally reached the old block(we walked from canteen,then walk past dnt block,cut across parade square,then walked by the lake,and cut across the grass patch to the old block,and wanted to walk up the old block,but faith didnt want to.And yes,i asked faith to stand beside me,cuz somehow i ended up being alone and i was at the front,so i asked her stand next to me.HAHA,but got teased by xinyu and germaine for next two days-.-"" Then we actually wanted to walk another round,but somehow we didnt,so went back to class,where we played more cards,before yongkhai said henry said that the comm were gonna come for spot check,so lights went out,and we pretended to sleep.But i couldn't sleep,and kiat hui too,so we were walking outside the classes(old block 2nd level)Then while we were walking,we saw a cockroach and kiat hui wnated to squash it,but the roach flew suddenly and i decided the class was safest,so went back,and finally the comm came.But they took very long before coming to the class,and thank god i was fast enough to get back onto the table silently(which was quite difficult)Then comm came to spot check twice then finally i went to sleep. When i woke up,i also woke travis up,by smudging toothpaste all over his face,and he frightened me real bad by saying that he cant open his eyes and stuff and made it worse by asking"will i go blind?"-.-But then i washed it off his eyes and gave him my daily eyedrop(luckily i brought it),and then he was fine.Then went to band room for some stupid band,japanese band videos i mean.But i was playing cards with sisui,yong khai,germaine & edgar.But not all playing at once luh.Then rachel asked us to keep so no choice,but the video was boring,so i decided to sleep.HAHA...then had breakfast,which was worse,cuz had to pay with our own money.And as i was saving money,i decided to skip breakfast,then after breakfast was......i think combine or something?i cant really remember.But combined sucks cuz sec 4s had sap,so had to play without them,and it sucked even more cuz there was gelato & dona .Then after that,i think was lunch or something,which i skipped and emo-ed by the lake for a short while,in the very nice and warm sun.Then,next was sectionals(?)which sucked even more cuz it was totally boring,and we were sitting at the bench near 1st storey guys toilet(innosphere),i mean on the floor.Then i did nothing except spray water with my bottle,then started raining,so had to get away from the rain by going to the 2nd storey,where it was stuffy and boring.But after awhile,it was rather ok cuz the wind 'came',then practiced gelato.Then after sectionals,went for elections,which was more boring and surprising,cuz somehow i ended up in the nomination list for logistics and ric(recruits-in-charge).But obvious no one will vote me,and someone made a very good point:the election is just a facade to an unfair system,cuz everything is already decided beforehand, and the votes dont count,but it's held cuz it's a tradition. Then after that,did drilling and jeremy sabo-ed me & yong khai by asking us to take squad,which sucked cuz i dont know how to drill people.Then after some water break,went back into squad,before rachel asked temp. comm to take squad,which means im included,so took squad again,but the squad was splitted(just now too).Then after awhile,combined squad then was time for bath,but it was only 5.55pm then,but it was so early cus of night walk:DThen after bathing,had dinner,which sucked cuz it was chicken rice from the jap stall,and we had to pay $5 for something that costs $2!!!!!So fucked up luh!NEVERMIND!!! After dinner,which was not bad,but expensive.Then went to lt1,where we watched some jap horror film,which was very very boring,then after like damn damn long(movie ended,but watched "The others")But it was our group's turn-group 4 :which consisted of only sec 1s and 2 and i was the most senior-.-Then jixin was our facilitator,and i asked her a stupid question,because before the movie,huiqi was talking about this girl/woman whom passed away because of her parents or something,and said how scary she was, so i asked jixin"are we gonna die?"She gave me the-.- look and said no.....Then we took some clues,went to grand audi and went to boys toilet to look for some stuff...ok lets not elaborate,cuz im very tired already..haha...Lets go on...then finished and went to lt2 to wait,and waited a long time cuz there were many groups left....we took 1 hour plus to finish the journey...then was chatting/playing with edgar,and finally after 2 hours or so,the last group came back and then we were finally allowed to go back to our bunks...then brushed up,should be washed up...lol....then slept,cuz was rather tired...then today,made breakfast for sec 4s,which we had to buy the stuff ourselves,and no breakfast provided,so it means we paid alot for just 2 meals....and the 3rd meal wasnt even enough(cuz i didnt eat).Then went for combine from 8 till 1-.-Then it sucked,cuz played dona,the way we were,starship,gelato,spanish fever & finally, eurobeat. Then after combine,trumpet section had to clean band room,then plan seating arrangement for concert and arrange files until 4 plus,where in between i went to pp to get my hair dye,cuz of parents and cuz ms low maid a comment about my hair:"ALAN,your hair looks very,bright."So nothing much,then went home,bathed,dyed my hair back,then slept till 10?but i slept at 7 ,so it's ok.Then had dinner and watched les choristes,which my parents bought from hk,haha.Then bad thing was it's in french,worse thing was there were no subtitles.ok then,off to bed,post again soon:D

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Had a fantastically horribly interestingly fun day today:DIt was horrible in a way that i almost died twice,because 1st,i was 10cm away from a heavy & huge painful death,and 2nd was i went through death,kind of:O 1st,went out with sherri again today,brought nets and containers and stuff to catch fishes,but, when we reached there,tide was coming in,but managed to catch a puny weeny lil fish,but released it as the tide was coming in and started flooding the place,so freed the fish,and continues cycling and destination:Changi airport:DBut after cycling for a very long time,was feeling super tired,as i didn't eat dinner and only had a little bit of noodles for lunch.Then after like reaching safra and further,we reached a road,which was along the airport:the perimeter of the airport.Then,we decided to go changi airport,but we went the wrong way,but didn't realise it till like 7 or 8km later...When we turned,and waited for an uber long time for the traffic light to turn green man,i just cycled on,then out of nowhere a cargo lorry just turned towards me,thank god i braked in time,with my legs,because my bike had no brakes-.-"The lorry just turned towards me,i braked in time,was sliding already,then the lorry stopped,but it was so late lahh,it would have knocked me down,and pushed me forward for like 2 metres before it stopped,so i would have already been dead:O But,i regained my senses very quickly,and cycled on while laughing.Then, after cycling for a short distance,like 200m or something like that,sherri screamed,because she was infront of me;the path was too narrow for two bikes.She screamed because she just cycled into a swarm of bees,but i didn't know there were bees and by the time i found out,i was already inside that swarm,then i just screamed too,trust me it's not nice at all having bees flying all over you.But didn't get stung,because i just continued cycling very quickly,and then when there was no path ahead,i just cycled onto the road without looking out for cars,which was lucky because there weren't any cars.And if there were any,it would probably have been another cargo lorry.Then after sherri caught up with me,i just continued cycling,and bla bla bla,and after cycling for few kilometres,sherri told me we were like 1 km plus from changi airport so i was damn happy.And after cycling for even longer,i was so tired i decided to start walking.Then after walking for awhile,i saw a monitor lizard,a rather huge one,on e grass,but next to e drain.Then when i walked nearer and stopped moving,it just stared at me for awhile,before scurrying into the drain;didn't even give me the chance to take a picture of it:( Then after continuing our journey,sherri saw another sign that said we were 4 + km away from the airport and told me that she misread the previous sign,so after continuing our journey,where i was grumbling non stop,we finally saw another sign,which said 2770km to changi beach park,and i found out that sherri saw changi beach park to be changi airport!!!How cruel luh,false hope leh.Then we continued cycling until finally one of my bike paddle dropped out-.-"Couldn't fix it back,so had to push my bike already,and finally,reached the first traffic light for like what ,10 km?Then we sat by the road,because we gave up cycling,because i couldn't,haha.Then we tried to hitch a ride,but obviously failed,because singaporeans are totally devoid of feelings,and one of them even waved and laughed at us.Then i crossed the road to go to the other side to try my luck,but immediately went back to the other side,because there was a stray dog that seemed to be looking for lunch,so i rather be left there than eaten by a dog:DThen we gave up and continued walking ,but that was about half an hour later?But help came,because a pick up stopped to help us,a very very nice person.So sherri and i sat at e back,windy and nice experience,will post the pictures later:D Then,that guy dropped us at changi village,where we parked our bikes and decided to get some food.I had 2 bowls of ice kachang, and sherri had wanton noodles and a cup of sugarcane juice.Then we tried out luck and called our friends and people to get someone who owns a truck/lorry/van/big car=seven seater to come and help us,but most of those who had those types of vehicles couldn't help,but nevermind,because sherri found her junior to fetch us,but she only told me that we were going to her house instead of mine after i got onto the back of the van,damn damn stuffy and hot there:(But nevertheless,i am very thankful for everything her junior did:) Then when we reached her place,i put both bikes outside her house and left to flag a cab,but most were already going home so they didn't stop:(But finally one stopped and i got on and was on e way home,FINALLY!!!On the cab,nice nice Yuan Hui called me and chatted with me,so relieved my boredom and made me feel less nervous,because i was actually very nervous then,haha,THANKS BUNNY!!!Then when i reached my house,my maid came down to help me pay,$7 leh,because i didn't have a single cent,and my ex-link had no credit left:o.SO when i reached home,drank water and had dinner,porridge with sweet potato and also had somemore cold noodles.Then watched a bit of tv before coming back into my room,and getting this post done.Will post again soon:D PS: pictures will be uploaded soon:D

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above are the 4 pics i took yesterday...nice scenery eh...went cycling with sherri yesterday...haha...then cycled very far...i think...but lets talk about the morning 1st...woke up at lyk 8 plus...was supposed to wake up at 6.30...my maid came to wake me up...then went"alan,wake up now,it's 6.30 already...you are going to be late."me:"huh,late for wat?(half asleep)"maid:"late for whatever u hav"me:"huh,what thing"maid:"you asked me to wake you up!!"me:"orh ok"Den i went back to slp...lol...then woke up at like 8.20 or something, went to prepare for the beach cycling,haha,but before that,went to csc to meet up with regina,cause she was there looking at her seniors play in a competition or something like that...

Then after that,went back home and took my bike and set off for the beach together with sherri,haha.Then after having cycled for damn long,my bike broke down,because halfway through,we stopped by a canal and looked for some interesting creatures in the canal,but only interesting thing was a dead catfish-.-"Then when i went to take my bike,e chain was at a wrong position,so couldn't cycle,so tried to fix it and finally did,but still it was in a wrong position,so when sherri set off,i stopped there trying to fix it again...Then when i finally fixed it,we went to the food village or something like that,and bought sugarcane drink with lemon,NICE:)Then after finishing our drink,continued our journey and finally reached our destination ,which was the ending point for our cross country race last year,i mean the ending point for guys....And we went down into canal thing that was situated there,actually not really a canal but some pipes thing,look at e pictures yourself...Then used 2 containers and a stick to catch a crab:Dflower crab ,so it's rather big..haha..Then we found a rather big catfish,so borrowed a net from a boy whom was also there trying to catch fishes and with the help of the net,we finall caught the fish:DDD

Then after that,the tide was coming in,and my feets were burning,because it was noon time,the sunlight was so intense(not sure if that's e correct way to phrase it=P),we decided to soak our feets in the water...haha...then continued to go further outwards,where sherri said she saw an eel and a lobster(not sure),but obviousy didn't manage to catch,because it was very very deep down,so i couldn't even see it...but i did try,but obviously failed.Den after staying till 1 plus,decided to go back home,haha.We released the crab and the fish,then drank alot of water,and continued our journey back,exhausted.STopped by at the food village again to get sugarcane juice again,because our water supply ran out..And after lazing for awhile,continued our journey,where our butts hurt,because of e bike:O..Then got a cut from my bike because there was a wire protruding from it,and i didn't know,so got cut.THEN,finally we reached home,and i had baked pasta for lunch while she ate macs...Then played some card games and did nothing else....And finally,in the evening,she left and i went to sleep,because i was so exhausted..haha...It was only 7.50?But still i slept all the way till 5am...Then woke up to find my room in a mess(smelly too),because of my dog!!!Then i did nothing as i could really do nothing at all,then read a book till 7 plus,and went back to sleep.Then woke up at 9 plus to return jy his books,and slept again,before waking up at 11++ and decided to go back to the beach again,because i fancy another sunburn(i am already sunburnt)...haha...post again later(only if im not too tired:D)

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

ok i hate posting frm my fone..it sucks..using fone to post..so fone kip refreshing den e post i typed will be gone..well..lazy to connect fone to com..and e pics are in my phone..so...here goes..


Two 'bowls' of appple crumble,considering tt 1 bowl is nt reali a bowl:)

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lets tok bout yst ...was rather good....except Mr loh's tok n oso tt during his TALK....mr ccl was 'patrolling' e area to catch ppl whom were talking,so as to 'force' us to oay attention to mr loh'S TALK...it was vry vry boring,bt btr than last few,cos this time,he din tok abt our results n e inner core outer core circle thing,which is TOTALLY boring...Den wnt bak to class,sat for awhile,in e dark n without fans,cos thr was still a blackout(guess e skl is too old:D)Den did e spring cleaning thing,except tt its supposedly summer now(u nv noe in sg)We jus poured water onto e floor,and took e brooms n mops to spread e water,cos mr ccl was gonna check,n e floor is hopeless,cos its gray n cement,so u dun reali noe whether it's clean or nt,so we 'made' it look wet,thus clean:D...Den gt bak report book,horrendous,position 32 in class...zzz...Den confirmed, 4 f9s, 2 e8s, 1 d7, 1 b3....horrendous...cnt reali say haha.... Den walked home,as parents are in hk.But fun thing,lots of ppl came...not reali lots...but only yehching,weikang,jingyang,marcus...Den l8er followed by yanyi n her husband,alvin:D...when we reached my hse,wifout alvin n yanyi,we played cards in my room,b4 deciding to go out to e living room to watch saw IV...haha...only weikang ,marcus,yehching n me were reali watching.JIngyang was playing psp,n sme1 else was using com,cnt rmb hu....Den when alvin n yanyi came,dey watched e movie too,we restarted it so dey cn see e gory part at e beginning...den alvin was lyk:"Why do i hav frens lyk ur all!!!",becos i enjoyed e movie,not reali,bt i was watching it,n weikang n marcus n yehching were laughing,so we were kind of perverts(in a gory way)becos we liked such bloody n violent movies.....Den in e end,alvin still watched it,weird lor.Funny part was towards e 2nd half of e movie,he kept asking me wat happened n bla bla bla...haha...so he was interested too,so we are all gore fans...haha...din reali notice wat yanyi was doing,except tt when i noticed tt i was on same sofa as e couple...i got off n took a huge cushion frm my rm n sat on e floor,cos dun wan be gooseberry.Den aft tt,yanyi was lying on alvin's lap or smeting lyk tt luh...den so mushy lahh!!!!Nvm,aft tt movie,watched mr bean holidays:DDDDD...REALLLLLIIIIII funny...Laughed alot,den finally aft e movie,weikang n alvin n marcus left,cos volley ball gt trng,den marcus wanted to go off le(smeting lyk tt) Den we wnt down to play at e playground.TSK,so childish.But i was oso childish luh....brought e dog down,den played ard at e playground,den e gals were on sme swing tingy,forgot wat's it called....Den jingyang was playing swings n dunno wat else,den i was trying to kip my dog off e grass...cos once he gets onto e grass,,,will hav fleas...which is horrible...So aft a long struggle,& noticing my dog was panting lyk siao cos of e hot sun n e fact tt he is black,i brought him up so won be tortured anymre...Den,when i came bak down,me & jy wnt to e 'swing' e gals were on,n rocked it reali hard,so tt e whole ting almost toppled over..gave them quite a heart attack eh....haha....in fact,gave them many heart attacks...haha...nth life threatening though...haha...Den aft tt wnt to e slide,and sat in a row to come down...jy fell badly,n i managed to jump off when i reached e bottom...so nth bad,den e ppl behind were lyk ok,cos e ppl behind were e ones tt caused jy to fall so badly:(....Den took videos of them playing,wif yanyi on...den aft few rounds...did sme spinning ting n running,n i stepped on smeting sharp n was in pain while i ran,cos i took of my slippers as its quite impossible to run wif my slippers on...Den aft tt we wnt up to take e bags,den wnt to pp to shop for yanyi's shoes....den bata din hav her size n another shoe shop she wnt in n came bak out,forgot why she din buy,den yehching had to go off...So me n jy wnt wif yanyi to find shoes at isetan,b4 she decided to go bak to e 2nd shoe shop we wnt to to get a pair of shoes thr,cos e shoes at isetan were too ex:(Den aft buying shoes,wnt to macs for drinks n fries-yanyi had fries n jy had both fries n drink...sry btw,cos i bought coke instead of coke light...Den aft tt,walked dem to e bus stop den walked home,alone:(Den when i reached hm,watched sme ben 10,n sme channel 8 show,den watched channel 55 show,n fell aslp at 9...n woke up at 10 plus?n continued watching tv till 12 plus,in btw chatted wif cousin n jy....den aft tt wnt bak to my rm,n used e com for awhile,read sme book,n fell aslp:) Today,woke up at 1?or smewhr thr,cnt reali rmb...den had pasta for lunch,which was leftover frm last night's dinner...den wnt out of rm to watch tv,only to find no nice shows on,so came bak into e room....& btw did i mention,i dyed my hair aft coming bak frm pp yst...so its brown nw:DDD...Den in aftnn,watched sme videos on youtube,found a vry nice person's blog n watched alot of his video,n his blog post were reali,rewarding...So darn positive...haha...taught me bout life...haha....Den spent whole day readin his blog n watching videos,den had dinner at 7 n watched emperor's new skl or smeting lyk tt,den wnt bak into rm,continued watching e videos n n reading e blog,n oso found out how bitchy n arrogant xiaxue is...den chatted wif my cousin,on e fone,i tink it was b4 dinner....Den had apple crumble wif ice cream..my maid made more,cos i finished a lil bit tt was left frm few days ago...gahh...gonna get fat...tmr hav to go cycling le...haha....Den watched e videos n read e blog till nw....bored...lol...ok will post agn tmr...tmr gonna be fun,cycling in morning,going out in aftnn,and gg out at night for dinner:D try to post sme fotos soon

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

eh fuck this blogger cn...i typed so damn long den evryting deleted...dun bother posting le

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

today sucks...was alone most of e time....reached skl...jus chatted wif weikang...den go flag raising...den during maths...jus slacked n chatted wif hannah...den was feeling unwell...lyk no energy...den i laugh laugh laugh till reali wan puke n faint-.-Den charisma was worse....den pe evn worse....cos did sme training...try doing those trainings when u feel faint n nauseous....den u will noe how i felt..den recess was playing cards wif weikang...grace & l8er joined by xuewen...won twice only:(Guess today is jus my unlucky day...Den cl...wmx din cme...bt den cldnt play cards cos of mrs goh...orange haired maths cher:DQuite vigilant,so had no chance of sneaking a card game...haix...so chatted wif weikang agn...zzz...den el was worse...wnt to it resource rm...den sat at e bak alone...cos din wan sit in frnt to face YOU-KNOW-WHO....Den aft skl evn worse...jus did nth n sat outside bandrm for lyk damn long....den waited till band rm open den go in n bla bla bla...did e normal stuff...den today did lyk one hour of warm-up:(Den lips was so damn tired luh...den played latin faves & spanish fever...&&&&&SANG MELODIES OF LIFE:D...haha...but other than tt...quite boring...den had carls jr for dinner...sadded.....haix...boring day...boring post...boring life...no pics today leh:(doubt anyone evn comes here anymre

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Monday, May 19, 2008

boring day today....missed sme band camp planning meeting...den woke up at 10-.-prepared for gg to temple to pray...vesak day mah...haha...den aft i gt ready at 10...wnt to dining room to wait for mum...waited till 11 plus...den wnt to e temple...den on e way thr...played cards on e car wif sis...den cards was lyk moving all ard...haha...den reached e place...damn damn hot...gahhh...den aft tt...quarrelled wif dad...kindof...den bu shuag...cos dey din wan to go out..so cme hm...den jus sit on bed den slept...den woke up at 7 to hav dinner...unhappy one obviously...bt my mum n sis wasnt so bad...was my dad...den played cards wif mum n sis all e way till 10 plus...n had apple crumble...nice:D

den wnt bak to rm n use com lor...n den chat on fone den nth much...sorry for boring post agn...haha...lets see if i cn load sme zilian pics...lol...

removed this foto cos too ugly


This was my hairstyle...for today..haha

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

haha,woke up early today...mmmmmm..not reali early,cnt rmb wat time though-.-Den had cold noodles for lunch,as in its cooked that way,yea.Den watched 4 dvds of alien movie,e series...1st 2 was sme plots,ppl die,sme aliens breed and bla bla bla...bt 3rd & 4th was rather gd leh...haha...but spent WHOLE day watching it,so kind of wasted my day...Den dinner was horrible...sme mushrooms my maid cooked was actually bitter...but other dishes were ok...& my mum made fantastic soon kueh n i had a wonderful time eating dem...DAMN,gonna hav to do lots of exercise-.-Ok,boring day,so nth much to post...haha..will post agn tmr PS:woke up wif a reali nice hairstyle today,haha

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

OH BTW...BAND CAMP SUCKS!!!COS WE'RE NOT EVN ALLOWED TO WEAR SLIPPERS!!!NOT EVN AFT WE BATHE,NOT EVN AT NITE WHEN WE GO TO SLP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TT SUCKS LAHH....BATHE LE MUST WEAR SHOES!!!!DEN NIGHT WALK WEAR SHOES TOO!!!!!

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Friday, May 16, 2008

bak agn...today i confirmed my suspicions tt MR ZAID HATES ME...1st,he puts in on sme stupid comic wif others,but insulted me,but he said it many times alr.2nd,today in class,accused me of making my own decisions to change place,and said"oh,so alan said it himself?"and said he din giv permission,so blamed me,& din tok abt other ppl hu changed seats.Thank god thr were hannah,ven,eeling n yehching hu heard him say to try it out(changing seats)so im safe,hah,wan to get me done for,find a better way man!3rd,when checking marks,he kip insisting i signed at wrong place,den suan-ed me by saying,"eh,you sure u signed correct place?Den how cme thr's an F9 here?"That's obviously suan-ing me,cos i gt at least 4 F9s and he purposely emphasised on e word 'F9'.Too bad,i get bad results,won feel any worse by sme ppl's suan-ing so useless way to make me sad..awwwwwwwwwwwwww:(

Den,during ss lecture,Mrs veronica tan came to tok to me and say my attendance in band is bad.I noe i was absent alot of times,but im sure mine is not e worse!!So another one to purposely wan to shame me?I tink ms low asked her to do so,cos she said she discussed among e chers,tt means dey hav been discussing bout me,n i got this SPECIAL attention due to SOMEONE.Oh yea,btw,i sincerely thank sandy for BEGGING ms low so i cn get a post,but if u do so agn,i will reject any post dey giv me in their face,cos my name was alr crossed out so i confirm won get any post,but if i get any post suddenly,tt's cos u did smeting.It's not tt i dun appreciate it,but i reali dun wan ppl to giv me a post cos a special gal wnt to beg for me,its so no face,but nevertheless,thanks but no thanks.

Ok,i confirm go self study during hols,cos i only passed cl,wif a B3.Haix,im reali in deep shit this time:(Nvm.Well,today played alot of games,btr not mention in case SOME ASSHOLES SEE THIS POST(i hope he/she does:D)Den thr was this vry irritating wasp flying ard n i cldnt hit it and alvin cwd was so funny while trying to hit it,haha.He wnt smack.Then smack smack.Then went SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK,but still din hit.Den evryone was staring at him by then.Den aft tt,e was flew towards e ceiling n i said,"hope it goes into e fan"Den alvin wnt,"You tink it's dumb isit,GO INTO E FAN-.-"Den right aft he said it,e wasp wnt towards e fan n got hit n thr was a sound acknowledging tt e wasp gt hit,but obviously it didnt die still:(Den cl was at e lab,n maths was boring.Den aft skl,had band,which was quite ok:)At least we managed to play all e pieces for concert,den i noticed tt aft having not practiced e trumpet for almost a month,i cldnt evn play at all.All e notes i played sounded wrong,till much l8er when i found my embouchure agn-.-"Den had to sing but nobody sang,i tink so.Den had to scream,n evryone was reluctant to scream-.-when e conductor said to scream,my sec 1 junior stared at me and said"Scream???"i said "ya"den he said "as in use mouth scream???"I wnt -.-"..."if not use wat?" HAHA,quite weird eh he,haha.Den we arranged e files,den aft tt,wnt home.haha...quite a boring day today,but i hav a picture of me eatin a lamb leg,cos was damn hungry as i didnt eat a single ting for e whole day.


Barbarian leh

From this part on,its typed on sat,cos yst com broke down halfway and i didnt bother reposting,not reali,cos i fell aslp while waiting for e com to get done-.-Den,continue bout yst.Oh ya,i seriously think some ppl i noe are reali horrible,nah lets be kinder,not good-.-They take things personal,and jus listen to sme bullshit fabricated by some ppl,and doesnt bother finding out e reasons why sme ppl dislikes some ppl so much,and jus blame anybody,tts totally crap.Professionals shldnt be lyk tt,means URE not professional:P

Ok,continue bout today's stuff,woke up at 7.15(?) for band,cos i thought band starts at lyk 7.45,but it started at 7.30,so i was late,but luckily nv get punished,but we were punished for mmmmmmmmm.........oh ya,caroline broke uniform rules,so whole trumpet section had to get pumped!!!BUt luckily only 20,den sisui stupidly caught himself for leaving scores ard,den had to do 40!!!!!!GAHHHH...but nvm,cut down my persnal trng(dunno if i said it correctly)Den had tutorials,and as i havent played much since yst,den lips not used to it yet,so playing spanish fever was obviously hell,n i cut my lips wif my braces,but den still had to play:(Den oso played gelato,so added on to my pain....Den combine was okay,cos played a slow piece,donaa smeting smeting,den played for 3 hours...enjoyed it,but lips still hurt,but who cares,cos i finally found my embouchure agn,i mean e perfect one..YAY...Den aft band,celebrated xinyu'x(belated) & germaine's(be-early)bday..but no one smashed cakes,cos reali wanted enjoy e cake,and cake was delicious,kudos to sandy...Hazelnut n choc cake leh,it tasted reali nice....Den wnt hm,waited for parents to go out,den i fell aslp wif my contacts on,den when i woke up 5 hours l8er,eyes were reali dry...haha...den wnt out for dinner and my hairstyle was rather,special.But i didnt take any pics (but as if anyone cares-nobody evens visits my blog other than germaine,thx germaine!!!)Den bought durian(yummy,i hope),den gg eat it now,post agn tmr!!!

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

bak agn,feeling vry depressed & exhausted.Exams hav been super tiring,getting results was mre torturing n tiring.I dont evn noe how to tell my parents my results, all failed except cl.Alright,will say all my results MYE RESULTS English:45/110 Chinese:88/140 A maths:15/80 E maths:19.5/80 E History:18/50 Pure Geography:18/50 Social Studies:7/45 Biology:45/100 Chemistry:43/100........... i guess i reali hav CHEMISTRYwith f9s eh...i guess im just a failure in life.Den,chem debrief,i was frantically trying to find 7 marks to get to be able to pass at least,bt obviously cldnt find any:(Den,during e break, played cards in class and lost alot.I suppose im damned alr,wif sucky luck,life n results.My life sucks,vry little frens,bad results,dumb,irritating,stupid,fat,ugly,over sensitive & n i noticed alot of ppl dislikes me.I guess i hav chemistry wif getting disliked too. Den for emaths debrief,i cldnt stand seeing my own results n paper since i alr knew i failed,so i decided to jus slp in class,which i did n slept on floor..ROFL...Den aft tt,jus emo-ed in class aft e debrief was over den thk god lugi pei-ed me until 1.30?den i wnt to band rm to find it was close,so jus sat by e lake and emo-ed agn.Saw chante n bryan,lol.Din wna say hi cos had a fugly hairstyle today(uglier than normal,but its alr ugly on normal days .so jus imagine how ugly it was today)den waited for an hour?thk god sisui pei-ed me,but not vry good company,cos kept BOASTING his results!!!Den found out frm xy & xw & tx tt if i go find mr ccl bout detention,he will reduce it to one day,so wnt to find him, n indeed, i got only one day worth of detention,but got my nails caught n had to cut it.Den wnt to band rm,did my qm duties,cos yes,i am a temporary QM head,TEMPORARYhor. Den aft tt,wnt detention at lyk 3.30,den read a book by agatha christie,Why didnt they ask evans.Nice book,bought it quite long ago,but only had mood to read t recently.Very very nice book,so kinda lifted my spirits,somehow.Den came home n found out my mum noticed tt my alcohol used for sprayin ear is getting depleted,den ask my sis if i pierced other places other than ear.lol.ok,nth much to say alr Wait,bout yst,aft posting e comment,slept all e way till 10 plus.LOL..ok will post agn tmr.

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

horrible day today...last night didnt sleep at all to make blog...den at 6 this morning,fell aslp...den woke up at 6.40,so kind of late,but thank god didnt have to go FRC...den had a boring chem lesson whr i stoned for whole 1 hours plus?den aft tt,bio debrief.Failed it too,45/100....damn...it just shows tt this mye i only passed Cl,den during e debrief,mr ccl came, den wnt round catching ppl wif pe attire,which sadly,included me:(den even more unlucky is that i got lyk 4 days detention,whereas yehching, hannah n yanyi only gt one day...rofl... Den,recess was vry boring.Because wnt to concourse wif jy n lugi,den sat thr cos i din wan go lt2 yet, cos i din wan my hair to get wet,but in e end i stormed off cos i threw a tantrum bout smeting den jus stormed off into e rain.Den when i reached innosphere,waited for lyk 10 mins plus b4 sme1 told me tt Ehist debrief changed venus wif Egeog, den i had to walk bak to e hall & yes,in e rain,which made my shoe n socks wet:(den went bak,n almost fell aslp for Ehist debrief, but obviously i din.Cos i'm a vry guai person,so listened to mcdonagh(did i spell wrong) tokin about e paper, den obviously,i failed e hist too,18/100.This totally sucked lahh..den mr ccl came agn,and said cnt wear pe to skl,but he din catch e others!!! SO UNFAIR!!! .ok nxt,wnt pp wif yuan hui, and skipped e 1st band practice aft exams den i tink mr wong will be damn pissed off wif me luh,but no choice,i chose it.Den wnt to pp by calling a cab,cos of e heavy rain den luckily,got a maxicab, and for 2 ppl,it was damn big,but e car smelled reali new and sme weird leather smell.It was so damn pungent tt i almost puked:Dden nth happened till we wnt pastamania for lunch and sat thr for lyk 15 mins b4 leaving-food was too ex.Den wnt to banquet too,but oso left,cos nothing nice.Den finally wnt to waroeng penyet to hav ayam penyet,so darn spicy tt i was sweating alot,so much so tt i decided nt to finish e chili,cos i tot i looked silly sweating tt badly cos of e chili...& dun laugh k,try e chili n u will noe wat i mean! Den,wnt to get an mc,& somehow ended up paying $39,cos e doctor reali found sme ting wrong wif me,sme tension ting,den gave me lots of medicine & MC!!!so got reason to skip band,haha.Den unluckiest part came,cos i found out tt band ppl called my parents to ask whr i was,den parents knew i wasnt at band,so had to rush bak to skl,n oso becos my parents were gg pp,so had to leave asap.But,instead of reaching skl asap,i took e wrong bus and wnt to suntec n had to take a cab bak skl,so today wasted lyk alot of money,lets count,cab fare to pp was $9,but yh paid me $5,so paid $4,den doc consultation was $39,den lunch was $6,and had two iced milo dinosaur,one for yh,one for me,but she treat me for drinks,cos i ordered for her..heh..den bus fare to suntec was 50 cents,cos my ezlink no money alr,den cab fare bak was $6,so total spent $55.50,tts lyk alot...zzz..den unlucky day lahh,detention tmr leh,means no cg,sorry jian wei,i promised u tt i will go this wk,but in e end cnt go agn,,,REALLY SORRY!! if anyting vry bad happens l8er..den i will make another post,if nt den tts it lor,will post lyk tmr,for my results n for detention:( PS:did i mention my toilet hot water pipe burst in e middle of night n freaked me out,reminded me of dark water:D

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

YAY...new blog...bt same old blogskin..heh...mmm..lets see...mye over..but mum forcing me to study alr...lyk i use com n watch tv she alr scold...its lyk exam periods all over agn...except this time different...i get scolded for results...lol..its lyk horrible...cos i only passed one subject so far...when i alr got bak 5 papers... MY RESULTS Amaths:15/80=F9 SS:7/45=F9 El:45/110=E8 Geog:18/50=F9 Cl:88/140=B4 TADAH...tts vry vry bad...haha..i cnt believe i can actually laugh.. Yay...hols soon...and better still,my parents are going overseas nxt fri=play play play all e way(i suppose so)den gt band concert...will chiong lyk siao...den for band beijing trip...doubt i cn go...parents decide to kip me home to study..im gonna get screwed beeg time by ms low...damn... And finally,lets talk bout today.Couldnt wake up at 7 in morning, so woke up at 8 instead...lol...at 1st planned to go breakfast at 7,bt couldnt wake up so no chance!Den,watched a very nice french movie,Les Choristes...brilliant movie...touching...haha.. Ok i tink that's all i hav to say..haha...post agn soon:D

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