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Around since 14th June'93

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

finally here to blog again...it has been two weeks since i blogged...and there were many quarrels,tests,and yada yada and finally,27th is here.I still rmb when my parents and sis went to hk during the june hols,and that seems like its so far away from today,but time passes so fast,and the band concert,my bday,beijing trip,june holiday,sis bday,national day,paragon performance,marine crescent performance,are all over,and finally,today is here,and soon over. These few days,have been quarrelling with sis over money issues and stuff like that,and i actually said to jingyang"i cant wait for my sis to go overseas,since we are quarrelling everyday!"but now,i rather she never leaves,but she has to,its for her future,for her. And finally,yst came,she returned me my money,and then we went pp to shop for groceries and her stationaries and stuff,but havent bought anything other than stationaries and some food,my dad scolded us cuz we were supposed to have cancelled our phone lines,bought her hairdryer and bought groceries,but we bought none of that,so he was angry.But after going home,and she packed and i suddenly cried,2nd time crying for the fact that she's leaving.Then after that,decided to run so as to forget the sadness,and it did help,till at night,after buying the groceries,prolly the last time shopping groceries with her,cuz when she come back for her hols,she definitely wouldnt be buying the groceries.So,after that,played the piano,and towards the end of the piece,i cried again.So went to sit at the sofa next to the window,and cried again.And finally,i decided to watch one last movie with my sis before she left for uk.So we watched confessions of a teenaged drama queen.Nice,and i wasnt sad anymore,and halfway thru,ordered kfc,and george came to stay over,and finally kfc came,but was short of a burger,lol.So the poor deliverymen had to go and take and deliver it again.Then towards the end of the movie,my mum helped me do some stuff,and after an hour or so,i was ready to sleep.At first wanted to chat with my sis throughout the night,but fell asleep in the end. Then this morning,woke up,and prepared to go to the airport,and at 7,or 6.50,we left the house,and went to the airport via a maxicab.And on the cab,i cried again,because time was ticking by slowly,and very soon,she will be on the plane bound for uk.So,was emoing,and george was the only one who saw that i was crying,or tearing.Then reached the airport,eventful thing happened,my dad didnt bring his credit card,so had to buy another 3 tics using another credit card,lol.Then in the end the express check-in took about 1 hour.Then finally,they went into the departure hall,and george and me started crying.I was really sad,and i still am.Then,george didnt wait to see them going into the departure hall and just left,but when i went to take the mrt,she was still there,so took the mrt with her,and we cried again...and at tanah merah interchange,parted,and i slowly took my time to return to skl,and when i reached skl,it was alr 9.45... Then skl was boring,chem test was even more boring.And went pp with jy,hannah,yanyi,alvin,and obviously,i was the odd one out,or maybe,i was gooseberry to two couples,zzz...Then there,we walked around,the bf's got really unhappy about some stuffs,and about my tongue piercing,and cuz their gf wanted one too,zzz.SORRY ALVIN AND JINGYANG!!!Then walked around,met sally,then walked with him while others went home,and finally,he pei-ed me to pierce my tragus,quite pain now,zzz. Ok,tmr amaths and ss test,and yet i have no mood to study,am dead.Well,lets dedicate this post to my sis. Ah jie,YOU MUST MUST WORK HARD!!!DONT LET ANYONE DOWN,YOU ALR LET US DOWN ONCE,PLEASE DO NOT DO IT AGAIN!!THIS TIME,ITS NOT AS CHEAP AS THE PREVIOUS TIME,SO WORK HARD!!!WILL MISS YOU,AND COME ONLINE MORE OFTEN AND CALL MORE OFTEN!Take care of your eyes too,dont use com in the dark,stop wearing coloured contacts,DONT YOU DARE SMOKE,LISTEN ATTENTIVELY IN CLASS,NO SLACKING,NO MORE UNHEALTHY EATING HABITS,OR YOU WILL SUFFER,ESP WHEN YOU HAVE NO FOOD TO EAT AT NIGHT WHEN YOU ARE HUNGRY!!!STUDY HARD!!I WILL MISS YOU!!! Love you.

posted at 2:46 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Sian sian sian,yst was rather boring because of the lessons.Tsk..1st lesson,chem spa,but no spa,so was in class .Then i was tired,so only listened at the beginning of the lesson,then after awhile,fell asleep,haix.Then, 2nd,pe...ZZZ,it sucked more,mr khoo say retake then only can retake one,so i no choice dont want take,cuz i failed 3,cuz of my fucking shoes!!Nvm,then i waited for almost one lesson for the 2.4,then towards the end,mr khoo said no time for 2.4,so in the end ran only 2 rounds round the lake with hannah.Then bell rang.Then charisma more sian,some acting thing,i hate it,TSK.Then recess,i dont know what i did,but definitely not eat cuz i was trying to save for lunch,so was super hungry,but didnt eat,haha.Then,towards end of recess,went sick bay with cass cuz not feeling well:DThen at there,sat after awhile,cass couldnt do what she wanted,cuz chers kept walking round,then mrs yeo came and be a KPO and sat there,tsk,so in the end nth do,cant chat,so slept.(yanyi was also around)Then like 12.45 or so,mr khoo came to wake me up,forced me to go back to class,WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROB MAN,I SICK ALSO CANT REST,IF I DIED I WILL MAKE SURE YOU DIE WITH ME!!AND THAT FUCKING BITCH MRS YEO,SHE ALSO CANT BE TRUSTED,BETRAYED LIYAN,PEOPLE WANT YOU KEEP SECRET,TRUST YOU,TELL YOU THINGS,THEN YOU GO TELL HER PARENTS,YOU FUCKING EFFED UP BITCH! Then went back to class lor,but actually hid in toilet,lol.Cuz i was scared the geog test i missed was gonna be during that period,but it wasnt.Then fin school,ate,then went to lt1 for amaths lessons,which was very very boring!!!But learnt quite alot lor,haha.Then after that,went for band,where mr wong havent arrived,and zehao was conducting,heh.Not bad for first time.Then,mr wong came,played incant at half the original speed,rofl.Not bad luh,i know my rhythm somehow,i think cuz that day i did try to figure out,so YAY!!!!Then ended at 5,then mr wong talked until 6,woah.Nice one,cuz he talked about the history of band,and how sucky the instruments were,and the t1-t6 trumpets have been around for 10++ years already,and ms low still say they will keep changing trumpets,and say i dont pay for the repair,then future no money get trumpets,then future juniors will be using the same old trumpet that has been around for 10++ years and not changed,well,isnt that what is already happening?Still blame me,TSK!!!Well,ms low is back so soon ,from china,tsk. Then after combine,i pulled clara's hair band,where she complained to wmx,and i got scolded,ZZZ!!!Then kept instru,then walked home,DAD IS DISCHARGED,WHICH I DONT WANT!!!CUZ HE HASNT RECOVERED AND THE DOCTOR'S JUST LET HIM COME HOME.HIS BLOOD PRESSURE IS STILL VERY HIGH!!!Haix,later got worst news.Then ya at home,had dinner and bla bla,cant rmb.But one thing for sure,i didnt study my bio and geog at all,so GG. Then today,woked up at 6,even before my maid came to wake me up,haha,i was super scared i was late and made stephen's parents wait,zzz.Then at school,cramming the bio into my head,but quite futile.Then frc,no one caught me for my hair,lucky.Then after that, 1st lesson,erm,ss,quite fun:DSome group work thing,nice.Then was emaths,where i fell asleep,and eeling's food was thrown away even when she didnt eat it and just passed to hannah show her.I think ms yong really despise our class cuz our results NOT AS GOOD AS BN'S,TSK.Everytime ven or anyone keep asking alot qns cuz dont understand,she gives the very buay song look,expecting us to be as good as bn.Then bio ,fun,learnt new chap,then looked at pig's kidney,haha.Then recess,crammed more into my head.Then el,quite ok,then i fell asleep again,then when i woke up,mr ryan chia alr in the class.ZZZ,then today got back test paper,though i alr knew the marks yst,3/30-.-Then did corrections,and tried to understand how i did wrongly,then alot is i careless,then also some i dont know why i just anyhow change,tsk. Then after school,bio test,sure fail.Then geog test,even more sure fail.Then after that,wanted go with eeling and others go make her ic,but decided that i would be wasting time,so went home,and cass came.Parents were not home,sis too,they went temple.Then watched sweeney todd,NICE:DThen just beginning,i went to do my daily exercises and left cass alone for her lunch,then when i came out,she was alr finishing her noodles,then i waited for her fin,then brought my noodles to the living room to eat and watch sweeney todd.Then at 5 plus,parents came home,then mum was unhappy,and my sis said my mother drew a divination lot for dad at the temple,and it was bad,and the person there said my dad should stay at the hospital,not at home.Oh no,i was really scared when i heard it from my sis.Then after awhile,cass went home,and i went to sleep,super tired.Then woke up at eight,very very no energy.Then had dinner,then watched some horse dancing thing for olympics,then came back into room to type this post,lol.

posted at 1:27 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

I'm actually not surprised it's actually over,in fact i knew this day would come,but i didnt know it was so quick.Last time was 3 days,or 4,if you count 1am as a new day, then 4 days,then now is 5 days,very quick hor.But,i dont give a damn anymore,this is what YOU chose,i told you,if you do this again,then no more chances,other people have feelings too,not only you.Well,its means beeleng and i broke up. Well,early in the morning,she sent me sms say lets just go to 'try it out' stage,then period after recess,she decided to end it,so nvm.Ok,today lessons were boring,very tired today,but forced myself to listen for every lesson.Then yc han cass and jy came my house,yy didnt want to come cuz she want go home,zzz.Then come home,studied,then bla bla,then they studied,then i went do exercise,rofl...so i didnt study.Then after that,watched amityville horror,then halfway,or just beginning,received a call from dad,say he needs to go hospital,cuz blood pressure too high.It must be serious cuz doctors said he cant even take a cab there himself.SO rushed to the polyclinic,saw him getting into ambulance,then came home.Then jiu gong fetched me home from pp and jiu po fetched my mum home.Then reached home,the movie just ended,then jy they all left,yup.And it started raining.The weather is nice,dark,gloomy,windy & cold:DDD Ok,later gonna visit him at hospital.Seriously hope nothing happens to my dad,though i complain much about him,but when i saw him going into the ambulance,i actually teared,cuz i was partly responsible for getting his blood pressure so high,cuz that day pissed him off badly.Thank god nothing happened. And,it has definitely been a pleasant 5 days,and thank god we didnt go out tgt yst,if not you might not have wanted the break up today,and if this dragged on,we will get more hurt at the end.And i asked you to drink milk,not cuz i nothing say,cuz i know your stress comes from your parents and studies,so i wanted you to have milk,listen music,bathe,and have a good night's rest,so meaning i wanted you to de-stress.But nvm,It's over...

posted at 10:21 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

WALAO,super sian lahh,today supposed go out de,then in the end due to parent's indecisiveness,then cant go out le,TSK!!!YST,i was nice and went for tuition,and woke up at a bloody early time of 9.15 when i slept at 3 plus,tsk...Then rushed like siao,left house at 9.30...then dad dropped me at wrong entrance of tui cher's house,so was lost,then late again...nvm...then tuition was ok,the place was dirtier today.Then,after that,dad fetched me to ikea,so didnt manage to go home at all,and then ps cousins.Then while waiting for parents,some random person borrowed money from me for bus fare,then i just GIVE lor,i think i got scammed.NVM,then went ikea,boring,lunch was fucking pekchek,no space then one fuck ass finish food le,just sit there,we waited half an hour,then he told us he waiting for someone,TSK.His mother or someone say to tell us something,but that guy said no need,TSK.Then finally told us.Nvm,then shopping at ikea,was rather boring,and abit fun too.The place was big and made me feel very short,tsk.Then,after that,went vivo direct cuz at night need watch movie,MUMMY 3:DThen went there lor,parents shopped,then i just walked around.Then saw havaianas,then choose with sis,then in the end 49.90,cant buy.TSK,made me so happy that i could find a pair i like,then so ex,fuck. Then watch movie lor,nice leh.BUT DEFINITELY FUNNY:DDThen after movie,my dad told us he left the car keys in the boot,by accident,so have to go home get the spare keys before coming back to get the car,then he got his friend to fetch us home,THANKS UNCLE:D Then,reached home,no chance to run cuz parents say too late,fuck lahh...tsk dont talk about it... Then today sis go sentosa and the triple date,i both also never go,fuck fuck......then just now running treadmill till like 1++km,didnt see how much,cuz watching vcd while running,then my fucking dad go press the clear everything button,then all distance and timing gone,i even told him not to press cuz it will clear everything,he dont care,FUCK YOU!!!ok too pissed to post,bye

posted at 5:25 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

YIPPEE,i finally finish my emaths assessment.At first it was tuition homework,then i quit tuition,but i still did it,cuz its quite new to me,so did it ,so learn more:DDThen,my mum keep asking me if i want go tuition or not,even when i said i wont be going,then she scream and scold and nag,then yadayada.So,in the end,after almost 3 days of nagging,i finally agreed to go the tuition,see i so guai:DDThen,she rather happy lor,hope i can go out on monday FOR THE TRIPLE DATE!!!:DDDDPLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GO!!!And,my hands are still hurting,and just now,dumb me took a toothpick and accidentally pierced my hand with it,cuz i was holding it,then i just like slammed the table,then pierced into my hand,ouch:( Then,today was nice day,NATIONAL DAY:DDHAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!(wah older than my mother)Then,the drought like weather is over,cuz today was so dark and gloomy and cold and nice:DThen,spent whole day doing the emaths assessment,cuz i do halfway,then started playing with my table stuffs,zzz(childish me,TSK)Then in the end,finish only now,10pm.Then nothing much le,post again tmr,GOING WATCH MOVIE WITH PARENTS AND SIS TMR:DDD & WHERE ARE YOU ALVAN?WHY HAVE YOU DISAPPEARED FROM THE FACE OF EARTH? I LOVE MY DARLING BEE:DDD

posted at 3:08 PM

Friday, August 8, 2008

yippee,today WAS SPECIALLY AND GREATLY AND WHATEVER POSITIVE WORDSLY FUN!!!!But lets talk about yst,eh wait,i see what i talked about on my previous post ,wait.Ok back,hmmmm..well,yst was a super short day,quite...well,didnt study for geog test,cuz i was out playing,rofl.Then luckily,the health check up was during geog lecture,so lucky lucky,we get to skip the test:DDAnd luckier,i was one of the few whom needed to go for health check up,heh.Ok,then nothing much,yea,cuz cant rmb anything le.Then only remember afternoon,went with old folks to yakult factory,FUN FUN!!FIRST 3FG OFFICIAL SCHOOL THINGY !!!FUN FUN.Well,on the bus,chatted with the old folks,nice people,learnt about life from the past,haha...we are very lucky to be born in this era,haha.. Then,yakult factory was boring,caused me to fall asleep,haha....then it finally rained,and finally the drought like weather in SG is FINALLY OVER!!!YAY!!!Then,went back school,then sky was uber uber black(literally black)Then dad fetched me home,then,WAIT,BEEBEE WAS TAKING LOTS OF ZILIAN PHOTOS AT THE FACTORY,HAHA!!!AND TODAY'S THE SPECIAL DAY:DD OK,then home,was ok,uploaded the pics taken with lots of difficulties,then asked parents to go out today for movie but some things happened,ok nvm.Then,at night was interesting,mum came to scold,then dad came in too,then i went berserk and started screaming at my dad,then dad ran over the bed and came towards me and GAVE ME A TIGHT SLAP:O...NVM,then after that,he left my room,then i went berserk again,started yanking my hair,then bit my hand,then was growling and something like that luh,zzz...was shivering like crazy though.THen planned to leave home,but obviously didnt. Then today,woke up quite late,then bla bla bla...then dad was nice to fetch me,then explained some stuffs,rofl...then went for band,skipped xcountry,haix.Then combine was tiringly tiring,cuz played for 3 hours non stop(got like stop when changing pieces lahh)Then lunch was 40 mins,but lucky me cuz i brought my lunch,so didnt have to rush out..then had lunch,then prepared for paragon performance lor.Then on the bus was fun,was disturbing hui min with the glitter spray,haha.Then,reached there,set up chairs,then stupid edgar was irritating and hit my there,and hurt like siao,zzz.Then hit his,but kept missing(i think he dont have:X)Then,performance.The first half performing,was ok,the front was nicer i think,then the faster pieces towards end was horrible,then was dinner,where i chatted with lugi,whom looked like an italy flag:DDThen had dinner with section +huiqi+lugi.Only i had the yakitori bento,haha...dont know why edgar so nice,willing to help me buy,but i paid(obviously)Then rushed back for the 2nd half,which sucked at first.EVERYONE WAS OUT OF TUNE LIKE SIAO.Then saw mr zaid and his pretty pregnant wife,haha.Then as we played on,we got better(i think)Well,i think i could play the higher notes easier and ya,dont know lahh.Then,finished performance,alvan cheated my feelings again.Then,went back school,on bus was playing with hui min's hair,she went berserk too.OH YA,my hair is totally sparkling cuz xinyu sprayed glitter spray on my hair,and vice versa,haha...Then on the bus,also played with shaozhe,by using his weakness against him,his fear of tickling:DDTHen grabbed his hand,then tickled his armpit(have to disinfect my hands),then helped himn massage his hands,so he experience itchiness,or 'ticklishness'and excruciating pain,haha,he fell off his seat:D Then back in school,moving perc instru,edgar caused me to scrape my arm against something sharp,then now bleeding,zzz.Then mr wong had a debrief,praised us,and also told us our bad things,like how we got worse at the end.Then,kept instru,edgar almost broke my arm,nvm.Then home sweet home(havent take my shoes,TSK)ya ok,thats all,will post some pics:DD The guy on the right is ALVAN(the positive guy)and the left is my sis:D AND BACKGROUND IS MY ROOM:DD AND THOSE ARE MY TOYS:DD ON THE BUS,XUEYING SLEEPING ON THE OLD FOLK'S SHOULDER:DDDD The old folk i chatted with,and beebee and zhimin:D At the yakult factory,beebee zilian pose:D Me chatting with the old folk at the yakult factory:D

posted at 2:48 PM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Today is so wonderful:DDWell,the only good thing i can think about that happened is,erm,hmmmm,erm,hmmmmmmmm,erm,hmmmmm,ok theres actually nothing good,but i HAVE to FORCE myself to be POSITIVE,so lets think of something good,well im still alive,mr chia didnt cut my hair,i get to skip band today,im still attractive as earth still wants me to stick to it,then im still well and healthy,except im getting weird moodswings,and sudden hyperactivity and fatigue,and also,IM ME(YUCKS,RATHER NOT BE) Then,now the bad thing,embarrassed myself during my first time playing pool,look so fucking ugly,fat,unliked,irritating,very irritating,very very irritating,show attitude,broke,short,still super feminine,super vulgar,slack,stupid,lazy,well,thats all i can think of now,ah wait,last one,anti social. OK,lets talk about the day.Today's lessons were ok,then emaths,hannah pulled her table to beside me,then cass sat at alvin's place as he wasnt around...then i was embarrassed to be surrounded by gals,rofl...then had fun luh,drawing pgd,where i spelt it as gigudong,rofl...then then then,amaths,i was super super tired,so wasnt concentrating,then beginning of lesson,mr chia checked hair,and almost cut ven's hair and cut wenzhe's sideburn.Lucky i wasnt caught.Then recess,fell into a deep sleep,then when i woke up,whole class was standing up waiting to greet mr zaid,only i was sleeping there,then i was like blur blur staring around the class,before standing...then cl sucked,cuz got back cl test,where i only got 63.5.Then charisma,best,cuz mr bercury wasnt free,so no charisma lesson,so ended at 1.15...then i had lunch in class,then had gastric,so didnt go band,then walked to yuan hui's house,damn far,and damn hot luh...then met her,went to get mc,then after taking medicine,was ok,so went bugis for shopping...yay...Then went bugis street,hot...found hairspray,but didnt buy.Then go into bugis,went to meet my sis,george,and the guy who asked me to be positive-.-" Then walked around ,bought my sis a bag,FUCKING EX CAN,59 BUCKS,AND SHE STILL OWES ME 180!!!Then,decided go katong play pool,so off we went,and sally was there with his friend(cheat on tracy).Then i was embarrassed as i never played before,so first few tries were horrible,then somehow learnt it,but still sucky,but in the end,played four rounds with yh,draw...rofl,only cuz the white ball also went into the hole,but nvm,i will improve for sure...then came home lor,did exercise,dinner,tv...gonna study for geog soon,and btw,yst's emaths test was a disaster as i forgot the formula,then english test,i wrote out of point,as usual.Then last test,hist,interpreted the qns wrongly,so wrote two full pages for NOTHING!Then hannah,jy,cass & yc came to my house for,play play...then cass left to meet her bf,but came back at 5 plus,then hannah,me and yc had lunch,then we decided to watch dead silence,nice:DThen at 5 plus,towards the ending of the movie,cass came back,and the person who wanted me to be positive finally came,3 HOURS LATE!!!But thing was my sis wasnt home,so he waited for her while the others left,then i was so nice to pei him watch saw 1 which is uber boring and i was super sleepy already...then after disc one,he left...then i did my exercises,ran 2.4 on the treadmill,then tv,then dinner,then yst i had the worst depression i ever had.I felt so depressed suddenly,that i felt as if something was sitting on me,making me breathless,dense,lifeless,and unhappy.BUt thanks eric joshua for cheering me up,then went to bathe,and listened to music,so cheered up in the end,then the guy who wanted me to be positive,finally replied,and video called,cuz he wanna prove he looks like his dp,or maybe the other way round,but one thing for sure,HE LOOKS FUCKING LIKE EDISON CHEN!!!ok nvm,then chat till 12 plus,then wished him happy bday,then slept,zzz.ANd this morning,my dad fetched me to school and went the wrong direction and headed towards changi airport somehow,rofl...guess we were both too tired to notice where we were going,ok off to study,bye

posted at 1:04 PM

Monday, August 4, 2008

&&& ALVAN TAN,(or dont know what your surname is)YOURE NOT THE STAR OF MY POSTS OK!!!DONT BHB LAHH,AND i SAID YOU LOOK LIKE EDISON IN THE SCANDAL PHOTOS,WITH YOUR HALF CLOSED EYES,ROFL,but nothing against you ok,i will 'TRY' to be positive,if i can,heh.And no more robbery and kidnapping drama from you le ok!!

posted at 2:13 PM

yst sucked like some lollipop,but because of some stupid alvan,i have to sound positive,so yst was 'FANTASTIC',it was so got that i had so much fun,rofl...that is so wrong...ok truth,yst sucked,woke up at 8 for tuition,managed to wake up,only cuz the sat night i slept at 8 plus,cuz on fri was deprived of my sleep,so had a long sleep,like FINALLY...Then,went tuition at tampines,but was late cuz when i woke up,i lazed in bed,so wasted like a damn long time,heh...THEN,reached tm,finally,cuz my dad drove me there,and somehow ended up at changi airport,lol...then he keep turning wrong place,then finally reached...then met yh and ron...then was sorry for being late...then went to bus interchange go the tuition place,then it was so sucky cuz 2 buses didnt stop and just left,so causing us to be even later...then reached the tui place,then yh was saying the tui cher's house stinks alot and is very dirty,so when i went in,i was sniffing sniffing,but didnt smell anything,because the other people living in the house cleaned the place for some reasons,but if you went to the toilet,you will not wanna use it at all,even for guys(you get what i mean)Then tuition was ok,i understood rather well,but he used amaths method to teach emaths,so got me really confused at first,but after that was ok...then ron wanted go toilet,then went in toilet,then came out say dont need le,LOL...then the tui cher said"use my room one then"cuz he got clean his toilet de,lol...then ended at 1 plus,then went tm lunch,then wasted alot of time,cant rmb how and why...then had pastamania,then went home,and on the mrt,my mum called and asked where i was and yada and raised her voice,so i raised mine,then after that she say my attitude bad,then say nonsense,then i say she call then anyhow scold,then she screamed at the top of her voice,haha...then i also shouted lor...but hung up,then she called again to scold,then bla bla blaa...then i almost forgot to get off the mrt due to the quarrel,but thanks yh for reminding me,lol... then went home,quarrelled,but ok le...then afternoon did cl hw,see i so guai...then slacked,then wanted study hist,but dont know why didnt,but i spent alot of time on cl...and i reached home at around 4,so not much time left,then ya...so at night slacked Then today,cant rmb much,smacked jy during recess,ryan chia saw,then came to grab my shoulders ask if i like others hitting me,lol...then ya...then ya...cant rmb le...had a super fattening lunch,cuz of the egg and fried salmon,lol...i bring lunch cuz dont want eat fattening school food,in the end home food more fat...then ya...then lessons were boring,but at least not so quiet like last time,cuz dont know why alvin start talking to me again,lol...then last few lessons i was like quiet whole day de,lol...then assembly was sick fuck and gross,i almost puked...then ya...then walked home with jy and lugi,then did my exercise and emoed alot cuz i was getting fat again,zzz...then ya...then want study hist,but fell asleep,then ya...then woke up,dinner,tv,hist,then com...lol,havent started on emaths...lol....AND TMR I HOPE JY THEY ALL CAN COME FOR SAW MOVIE MARATHON!!!:DDDDD ALSO,today was confusing and happy,cuz of some stuff someone said,but im just giving this one last shot,no more...i have been disappointed too many times,i dont want to be disappointed again... &&&YOU Mother Fucking Bastard,YOU THINK I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME ISIT,YOU THINK AS IF I LIKE YOU,I CANT EVEN STAND YOU,BUT I PRETEND TO BE NICE CUZ I THINK YOU WILL CHANGE,BUT YOU DIDNT,INFRONT OF CHERS ACT INNOCENT,THEN SAY BULLSHIT,THEN CHERS GONE THEN REVERT TO DOMINATING FUCKING BASTARD SELF,GO FUCK YOURSELF LAHH YOU Mother Fucking Bastard

posted at 1:59 PM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

So,i have learnt to be positive in life,cuz of some irritating alvan...zzz...then wait,amaths test,confirm fail de,cuz the night before,i wasnt really keen to study,so thought of ponning school the next day,then the next day,i didnt go school at normal time,but mum was nagging like siao,so went to school at 8.55++am...Then reached school,was emaths lesson,still boring...zzzz....then dont know dont remember dont care,lunch was boring,then nothing le...then amaths test,cant rmb the formulas,cant remember the hexagon thingy too,so didnt do many qns....fail...then yst,lessons were more boring,and mr zaid decided to freak us out by saying the test was yst,then ask everyone separate desk and stuff,then in the end ,he told us he lied,then amaths lesson was observed by amaths hod mdm tay....then after school,gastric,then went home early,then had dinner,i mean lunch,then slept...zzz...then woke up at 6 plus?then bathed,then prepared for the bbq:DDthen was wasting time in my room,waiting for my cousins to come,then i opened the door and saw alvan,a giant,then i smiled at him and slammed the door in his face,cuz im anti social:D Then finally,cousins came,had fun chatting,then we went down,then did nothing at the pool,before deciding to go to the 'balcony' above the bbq pit place,then used some grass thing to disturb alvan...lol...then he got really mad,which made me happy,cuz it was my source of entertainment then...then after that,went down,ate the food...sat by the pool ...then after very long of chatting with cousins,then alvan came to chat with us,he also like anti social lor...zzz...then after cake cutting,went home with alvan and ron and yh to get sparklers and bomb pack,but didnt get to use all,cuz play halfway,guard came to chase us away,cuz already 11 plus,then people complained we noisy...then we went outside the condo play,then the guard take a chair sit there to look at us-.-"then a police car went by and saw us playing sparklers,and just went off,lol...lazy lor...then nvm le,played awhile,sian le,went up,then chatted in my room before going to my sis room where i left my aircon on for 4 hours,WASTED ELECTRICITY,DAMNIT!!!Then chatted,then stupid alvan did the stupid kidnapping and robbery playacting,lame to power of 10 luh...then chatted about ss,inflation of currencies,then talked about mas selamat being an alien,talked about my family's source of wealth,then talked about diff between UK and US,hitler and stalin too,lol...lame luh...but i think the chat i had with xinyu and germ and geof at bj was better,cuz we digressed even further,haha...then didnt sleep at all...then at 6.50,went to bathe,then prepared for band...then went to school,fall in...tutorials,where i fell asleep,lol...then the break,i slept on the table,then xy took lots of pics,lol... Then was the lunch,where we had chips,then went to the marine crescent place....super hot...then the lorry was dumb,cuz it went to cchy instead of cchm...then had to delay everything by an hour...zzz..i think it was ok lor,but super hot,then went back school,fall in,then pumped alot...then comm meeting,stupid cj,if he does what he said,will kill him...then walked to kallang kfc for lunch at 3++pm...then had fun there,then went to pp via yanyi's mum's car at around 6,and before that,played animal game with tx xy & yy...fun:DDthen at pp,bought first aid stuff for band room the first aid kit...then walked home,then ya lahh,here i am posting,will post soon,after my tuition at tampines tomorrow...zzz

posted at 12:42 PM