yay,went meadowhall today!
ok,well,bad thing is,no tongue piercing this time:(
Good thing, i get to dye my hair,and two very fit gals fancied me,and followed me round the shopping centre:D
And they kept asking their friends to look at me:D
but after i went into the changing room and came out,they were gone:(
Didnt get their no:(
Well,happier tone,i got a new nice shirt,blue:D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
on a brighter note,i've decided! Im gonna repierce my tongue(heck the pain etc etc) And nape,i might,i might not.
wot a day. weird day. feeling lucky and that nothing could go wrong. i was right,except some things did go wrong. well,bella finally started talking to me again. the best thurday,friday and sunday of my life. But then,now , its just awkwardness and silence again. Well,i was right,its bathsheba and boldwood's relation,just out of pity ,aint it. urgh. urgh. urgh. i knew something wasnt right the moment she said she had to revise. i knew something wasnt right the moment she decided to sleep and just let me sit there doing nothing. i knew something wasnt right the moment i said wot i said. i knew something wasnt right when she spoke to me using the disinterested tone she had last night. i knew it. i knew it. and yet i didnt know it immediately,till now,and it hurts. it hurts so much. i rather the best thursday,friday and sunday of my life never existed. I wish. i really wish.
You told me we had a chance,and now,isit all gone?
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