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Fifth Form(Year 11) Around since 14th June'93 Wish list:DA macbook Good results Dyed hair More Snow(: To have back my tongue, Get many headmaster's commendation and credits(: I want to know what i really want. Go home. Nape piercing? Smiley:) May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 Poker Face Trumpet section Ashley Aslyn Beeleng Celestine Chante CheeKong Chen Clara Dayang Fionna Geoffery Georgina Germaine Grace Hannah Ivy Jaelyn Jet goh Jian Wei Jilyn Jonathan Lok Joycelyn Jun Rui KC Kevon Madel Maggot Michelle Koh RachelTan RachelYang Ryan Tan Sandra Sandy Sisui Tanyi Tracy Vendela Venessa Walter wengsiong WenRong Xiangyun Xinyu XuanHao Yinghong Yuan hui Zhan Wen ZiQin
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
Time passes by so quickly. So fast and its POP alr, even tho i left long ago. But, somehow i feel sad(?) We all bonded in a way we didnt think we would, and i was just part of the comm for 3 months, and yet i'll never forget the time we spent tgt, Beijing comm meetings, POP planning, all the Performances,NBC and i think thats all i did with the comm:( But ,well, i dont really know how to describe my feelings now. Now, when i come back to SG, when i go to band, the sec 4s are no longer around, and everything will be so different, and i doubt i'll even go back to band anymore, cuz i can only visit like less than 10 ppl, and everytime im back, i just sit there quietly, not interrupting, and bored, and chat with some ppl, but now its just over. Everyone will just drift apart, and soon, Sg will be a place where only home matters, and nothing else. Time just passes by so quickly. Too quickly.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Why the Fuck do i have to be Anti-Social ALL the time? Why the Fuck do i care so much about wot ppl Think of me? Why the Fuck am i so worried about letting others know my Secret, when lots of others already know? Why the Fuck am i so Fucking Petty and Weird and Emotional and Sensitive? Why the Fuck do i Assume all the time? Why the Fuck am i so Dependent on others? Why the Fuck am i so Scared of Loneliness, and yet do things to Make myself Lonely? Why the Fuck am i always Finding Problems with Everything? Why the Fuck am i not Satisfied with things i have? Why the Fuck am i so Vain? Why the Fuck do i feel Inferior cuz im FAT, UGLY ,STUPID ,WEIRD and *SECRET*? Why the Fuck do i even Exist?
Thursday, July 23, 2009
It's time that i go apologise to each and every one that i've offended. Things cant go on the way it is now, i really have to do this. Well, to those whom are reading this post, im sorry for everything i've done and made you upset,or angry at any point , i might have ps-ed you, lied to you, made you angry, make remarks about you, teased you, backstabbed you and anything else. I'm really sorry, and i hope you'll Forgive me. Labels: Please
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Urgh, today was supposed to be special, for 2 reasons: 1)I was supposed to go pp and have porridge with Jy, Hannah, Cass and Yehching, and it's the first time this hols that we can ALL go out tgt, but then they had o lvl listening, and could only make it if it was earlier, and i was really tired, so i decided not to go:( SORRY! 2)And today's the solar eclipse day! Whippee! But then, off all the days, it had to be cloudy and stormy today, so we couldnt see anything. Fuck. It was the only chance i could see a solar eclipse in my life, unless my life is long enough and i can see the year 2130++ solar eclipse:( I stayed up all night for nothing!!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
FAMISHED NOW!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!! I NEED TO STOP EATING LIKE 10 MEALS A DAY!!!!!!!!! ITS GONNA MAKE ME BLOAT UP LIKE A BALLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNN!!!!!!!!!!!! On the bright side, im gonna have steamboat buffet at vivo tmr:DDD WAIT, THATS SUPPOSED TO BE BAD AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I HAVE TO LEAVE HOME BY 12 NOON ,WHEN I USUALLY WAKE UP AT 4PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AND I FUCKING SHOULD BE ASLEEP, BUT DONT KNOW WHY IM DOING QUIZZES ON FACEBOOK!
Monday, July 13, 2009
This holiday is a huge mistake. My life is a mistake. Why did i leave singapore? Why Now i cant stand uk, and my friends in sg cant stand the new me. I wish time would just , reverse? I want it to be september hols 2008 forever and ever. Now i realise im just crap in the hearts of some ppl i think who are impt. And yet i didnt realise how much of a bestie i was to someone. Im sorry I know this post is stupid, and i might hurt some ppl even more, but i've to say this. I made a mistake. Again Again Again Again I'm sorry I'm sorry
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Why did i lose a friend just by making a random comment, the only thing i could have said, because we have nth in common anymore. I was right, you are a stranger now. I knew you very well back then, but the new you? Not anymore. You say i dont know you well enough. Then, let me ask you, why was your priority ,at the beginning of the year, o lvls? And yet now, its play play and play. I've been asking round, and even ppl admitted you changed, and you still think its cuz i dont know you well enough? You think its because WE all dont know you well enough? Seriously, i know you fucking wont care cuz you're the more POPULAR gal and im just the fucking dickhead who's weird and disliked by everyone. I dont care. I cant care. I just pray AND hope that you'll be the old Yanyi i knew. And not Taitiang's gf, or should i say ex gf.
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