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Fifth Form(Year 11)
Around since 14th June'93

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Monday, August 31, 2009

Uh Oh, I think i Fucked something up:O

posted at 8:23 PM

Exams are coming, and yet lots of ppl are having fun everyday, going out with lots and lots of friends.
And yet, its my First ,Special, Long & Supposedly Fun Summer, and yet here i am on my bed everyday, just hiding at home, with no friends to go out with.
Ah fuck it.

posted at 7:27 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

I NEED TO MAKE LASAGNE ONE MORE TIME BEFORE I GO BACK!

posted at 8:03 PM

Friday, August 21, 2009

Gosh, i havent posted for almost a week.
Well last sat, went vivo with yuan hui and we couldnt find her bag!!!
And i saw a pair of shades @ Pull and Bear and i loved it, well i loved 2 pairs, but each costed 60 bucks! FML!
So me, being filial and saving money , did not get it:(( sad
then, went clarke quay, and played the Gmax bungy!
Totally awesome and mind blowing!
I remembered how scared we were and didnt wna buy the tics at first, then after that bought the tics alr, got on and waited.
We saw the elastic thing reach the top and knew that it was about to launch, and got so scared, and WHOOSH!
So damn scary, and fun!
I have this phobia of falling into rivers etc etc, so sometimes when i cross bridges, im very scared.
Fun fun.
Costed 30 bucks for a short while of fun-.-
Wna go again!
Well, on tues, josh kwek came over and swam and sun tanned with me, and im officially tanned now!
Well just a bit.
Then swam quite alot, but didnt finish my 70 laps.
Rushed to pp
Then met up with hannah cass and jy at macs.
Then walked around.
Then met up with clara .
Then fionna.
Then went to hawker and had porridge for lunch, yum.
Then clara left.
Then went to cut hair.
Wanted to dye my hair but mum said no cuz ex, lol.
Then nth much.
Then i havent ran since last wed! CUZ MY DAD KEEPS KP-ING ABOUT THE TIME I WANT TO RUN!!!FML!!!
Then, havent swam since tues, so fucking getting fat too.
Went dentist today.
Pain!
Two cavities!
Then went pp, bought hair dye, wanted to meet up with yh to study but didnt.
Then ate scoopz ice cream, which is very yummy!And fattening
Then home.
Then lazed around.
Then well dyed my hair, well highlight, but i cant see the diff yet.
Better than being too different and getting scolded by mum again.
Oh did i mention my hairstyle looks like a butch's hairstyle?
GRoss.
Modelling and Doctoring, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!
Alright not in the mood for lame colourings anymore!

posted at 8:06 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

GOAL FOR SUMMER HOLS:
Gain Confidence by sept 1st!
Will talk about today after my haircut or so!

posted at 10:13 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009

Today i watched Dark Water(English Version)
Surprisingly, i wasn't scared.
Instead, i was sad.
The ending was so sad, how Cecilia lost her mother, and how she reminisced the times spent with her mother , and how happy it was.
Then i thought about something i've never even bothered to think about.
Something which made me feel so fortunate and safe.
Home.
Family.
They are the ones who will not make fun of us and will listen to wotever we say without laughing or criticising like how critics or rivals do.
They provide for us.
They help us.
They protect us.
They make us feel safe.
And yet, when we grow up, we think about going out to spend 'quality' time with friends.
We think about spending money on getting piercings, tattoos, clothes,booze, games, accessories, food, hair colourings.
And yet, we dont think about how we can spend money to get a small gift for our parents , a meal at a fancy restaurant, so everyone can sit down and have a hearty talk.
We dont think about helping our parents, making them happy or providing for them.
And yet, we've never thought about wot our future will be, when they are no longer around to protect us, when we have to face the hostilities of the society , alone.
When that happens, and we wish we were young again, it will all be too late.

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posted at 8:32 PM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Quote of the day:
"all humans are born with the ability to be attracted to both sexes"

posted at 9:05 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

And i've decided:
I WILL GET ANOTHER TONGUE PIERCING SOON!

posted at 8:03 PM

Alright, felt like saying some things!
Its amazing how some ppl are racists against their own race, and treats those ppl of other race/ppl whom are greatly influenced by the other race, as tho they are sovereign!
Wot a load of bollocks!
Then, well there are loads of back stabbing and multiple faced ppl whom are terrifying! Utterly terrifying!
It just scary to think how these ppl might be one of our best friends, and that they could be backstabbing you when youre reading this post!
Brrrr!
If my posts sounds like im directing it at you, then you're just feeling guilty:)

posted at 7:51 PM

Yst was so nerve wrecking!
From fri till yst, i was SOOO excited and scared!
Thinking" omg, wot do i have to do?"" Omg, are my parents gonna stare at me and give me pressure?"" are they gonna find me too fat!?"etc etc
Then Preparing the clothes was SO troublesome!
Didnt have much formal wear!
And all my clothes were so, YUCKS!
Urgh!
Then finally, reached the place, and make up etc, and it was weird!
My face looked like wax!
HAHHAA!
Then the rest was ok!
Then went vivo.
Had burgers for the whole day!
First, breakfast( at 2pm) was mcdonald's sausage mcmuffin with egg!
Then, lunch( at 4++pm) was burger king"s double mushroom swiss!
Then dinner (at 9++pm) was carl's jr's thick burger!
YUM!
Fattening tho!
Then sis got the Samsung Ultratouch!
NICE PHONE!
Then ran at night!
Then slept at 9am!
LOL
My timing's all fucked!
Well, woke up at 3pm, cleaned room etc and went for a tan + swim!
Then i think i got a bit darker!
But i stayed like 1 hour + in the sun!!!!URGH!
Then had lunch at like 6++pm, and dinner at 8++pm:D
Alright, i think talking about my life is so pointless.
Well, are we lucky or not?
Is Singapore the worst geologically located country?
Well, full solar eclipse, and WE had to miss it!
Then now its the Perseid Meteor Shower, and yet we have to miss it again!
Why can we never experience nice things, like snow!
But then, when there are disastrous cyclones, hurricanes, typhoons, tornadoes, devastating Earthquakes, horrendous Tsunamis ,volcano eruptions ,Troublesome Floods and Blizzards, Singapore is lucky to only watch it on news, and escape all these things.
So,are we lucky or not?

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posted at 2:56 PM

Saturday, August 8, 2009

I must run tomorrow!
5km, 33 minutes!!!!!!!!!

posted at 8:06 PM

I must run tomorrow!
5km, 33 minutes!!!!!!!!!

posted at 8:06 PM

I want a very sharp and straight nose!!!!
I want to lose fats and gain lean muscles!
I want to be famous(teehee:P)
I want ....erm havent thought of it yet:D

posted at 7:52 PM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

It hurts so much to know how close friends can be backstabbers, and yet enemies/aquaintance can be those who speak up for you and help you.
It's scary to know how everyone just backstabs and bitches about others, and when one of them isnt around, the whole group bitches about that person.
It's horrendous how everyone just forgets about the promises they have made.
It's saddening how things you own are just temporary, and wont be able to stay with you.
It's pitiful how we can see people in need, and yet we wont even bother helping them, even if it could be just helping them across the road, or donating unused stuffs, or donating blood.
This world is just complicated and everyone's just acting.
How do you know wot's real and wot's not?
How do you know your best friend is REALLY your best friend?
How do you know your prized possession is not just fake, and will disappear anytime?
How do you know your Husband/Wife will not run off after few days/weeks/months/years of marriage, and totally ignoring the promise at the altar, the promise 'till death do us part'?
How do you know wot's right and wrong, when truth can seem so fake, and lies can seem so real?
We have to do something about the world which is burning at our hands.
Stop lies, and fulfill your promises, and soon, the world will change for a better place, hopefully:)
Speaking of helping others, there's a Race against Cancer on 23rd august, which is to help cancer patients.
Go to this link to know more about it!

posted at 3:11 PM